I Kept His Books for 24 Years

Chapter 17 of 18Page Nine of Twenty-Three

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Her son came in the kitchen door with his work jacket on and said, "Dad says you killed it."

Nick Ackerman was twenty-four. Between them on the table lay the folder holding the purchase agreement that had put his father's shop up for sale behind his back, with a closing date at year-end and a buyer nobody in Corley had ever heard of.

"Did he," Margo said.

"He says you filed papers so nobody can buy it and you froze the account, and now the whole deal's dead and it's on you."

She had chili going on the stove and a bag of oyster crackers from Kroger, two for five. She turned the burner down.

"Sit."

"I don't want to sit. I want you to tell me he's lying."

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"He's not lying about the papers."

The cold snap had come down out of Canada in the night and the house on Sixth Street was tight and warm, her father's furnace ticking in the basement. Her fan sat on the windowsill over the sink, a silly place for a fan in November.

"Then what," he said. "What are you doing."

Margo pulled the folder across the oilcloth. Oldest at her left hand, same as the September books. She squared the stack against the table edge.

"I'm not going to say it out loud," she said. "Read it top to bottom. I'll be at the sink."

He stood there with the truck keys still in one hand.

"Nick."

He sat.

She stood at the sink with a towel and a pot that was already dry, and she knew where he was in the stack by the sound of the paper. Twenty-four years of her handwriting was in there, going past her son's eyes one page at a time.

The complaint was first, with a case number and her name typed across the top in capitals: MARGARET ACKERMAN, PLAINTIFF. She had not gotten used to seeing it.

Then the twelve months of the business card she had coded herself: the Columbus hotel four times over, a deposit to a management company out past the tractor dealer, six hundred twelve dollars a month to a lender in Dayton coded against a fleet of six trucks. Under the statements was the insurance certificate out of the office coordinator's own file, and it carried a plate and an address off the bypass and a name.

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He stopped on that one a long time.

"Brandt, Ashlyn M.," he said.

"Yes."

He turned the page over.

"That's her car in the third spot." He said it without looking up.

"That's her plate on the insurance certificate."

"She's the office girl."

Margo turned the burner down another notch.

"And the other member on the state filing."

He turned pages. "Meridian Home Services. Purchase of assets. Closing at the end of the year."

"The buyer made him promise clean title, no lawsuits, bonded and licensed, nothing left off the list," she said. "He'd have signed every line of it."

"And this one's got his writing on it."

He held up a page with a tab along the edge: three words in blue ink, in a hurry.

"Page nine of twenty-three," she said. "He handed me that stack on a Saturday morning and told me it was insurance and license renewals."

"What does it do."

"It moves the building on Miller Pike out of the company my name is on and into the company her name is on."

Nick set the page down and squared it against the stack, edge to edge, and left his hand on it.

"He told me it was for me," he said.

"And."

"'For you and Steph, when I'm done.' He's been saying it all fall. Two trucks, pay the building down, and then it's ours."

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Margo did not answer that.

He read the rest without moving, and his face went quiet and plain, the same quiet the photographs in that house had, and she stayed with her back to him and let it take the time it took.

Then, to the window: "There's stuff in here you don't have."

"Then say it."

He didn't turn around. "The Saturdays. He'd call me Friday night and say be at the shop before daylight. No ticket, no work order in the book. We'd do a furnace, take cash, and I'd put it in the top drawer of the desk, and he'd come get it."

"Into the top drawer."

"Yeah."

He had his hands in his jacket pockets.

"I'd worked out that the money was moving. I didn't know who carried it out to the truck."

"You could have asked me."

"I wasn't going to make you the one who said it."

He rubbed at the grease in the crease of his thumb and didn't get it off. "He said it was normal. He said every shop runs a Saturday for cash and drops it in a drawer and that's how the trade works."

Margo had a file full of how the trade worked, and not one Saturday in it had a ticket.

"Whose money was it," she said.

"You tell me. You're the one who keeps the books."

"It was the company's money, and the company owes Miami Valley Savings, and the bank holds your father's signature and mine, and the tax off those Saturdays has my name on the joint return."

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He looked up. "Am I in trouble."

"No. There's nothing in that folder with your name on it. Every page in it is me."

Her phone lit and she took it into the back hall.

"You've been quiet since Wednesday," Deb said.

"Nick's here."

"Oh." A cup went down on something hard on Deb's end of it. "Does he know."

"He's reading the file."

Down the hall, a page turned.

"You gave him the file." That one wasn't a question.

"Top to bottom."

"Well." Deb said it once and let it sit. "That's either the bravest thing you've done or the last thing you had."

"Both."

A drawer closed on Deb's end of the line.

"Does he know about the girl."

"He knows about the car."

"That's the girl."

"There's never been a better-documented woman in Calder County," Margo said, and Deb barked once, the only laugh in the house.

"Call me after," Deb said. "Anything you can't say to a boy with a truck, say to me. And Thursday's still Thursday."

Nick's phone was buzzing on the oilcloth when she came back.

"Dad," he said, and picked it up. "Yeah."

He walked to the window.

"No."

"I'm at Mom's."

He turned the top page over with one finger and read his mother's name in capitals while his father talked in his ear.

"No."

"I don't know."

"Okay."

He put the phone face-down on the oilcloth.

"He wants me at the shop tonight," he said. "He says he'll explain the whole thing."

"He will explain the whole thing," Margo said. "He's good at that part."

Nick laughed.

"Yeah." He looked at the phone. "He's called me every day since Wednesday."

"Do you want to go."

"No."

He went back to the stack, closed the folder, and pushed it across the oilcloth to her.

"You're going to need somebody to say it," he said. "Somebody besides you."

"Someday, maybe. Not this week."

"If it comes to that." He stopped and started again. "If a lawyer puts me up there and asks me under oath, I'll say what the Saturdays were. What I did, what I put in that drawer, what he told me about it."

Margo kept her hands still in her lap.

"And I'm not clocking another one. Not for him, not for anybody. If he fires me, he fires me."

"All right," she said.

She got a fresh sheet and wrote down what he told her, and put it at the front of the folder, ahead of the statements and the closing date. Then she turned the burner back up and fed her son.

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